Scholarship Make Me Confuse..

Assalamualaikum..

ho2..ari ni x keje,so,sehari suntuk la aq golek2 dkt rumah..baca novel-bg kucing makan-jln2 tepi pantai ptg nanti-kemas rumah..tu je la yg boleh buat..

ari ni,last day nk mohon scholarship utk sime darby..aduhh..x tau la nk apply ke x..rasa mcm aq x layak je...tp,all my frens told me to try..dpt ke xdpt,tu sume rezeki..tapiii..resume utk mohon scholarship mane la aq tau mcm mane..ni br nk isi id,nk try tgk mcm mane nk antaq resume dkt depa..adush..x pe la..dpt ke x,lantak la..at least aq try kan..

sblm bln 6 plak,aq nk try utk scholarship yg kwn aq,wani rashid suggest..hailah..ni la jdk nya bila org mcm aq yg x prnh dpt or layak dpt scholarship sblm ni,tiba2 nak apply..ho3..tp bg aq,kalo degree nanti,dpt PTPTN pn x pe..at least,it will make me to study hard sbb nanti kena byr blk kan..ha3..xde la aq pkai duit pinjaman tu mcm waktu aq dpt elaun waktu asasi ni..mkn je keje..x ingt dunia..

let pray for me n my frens for better future in our other levels of study k.. n_n tata..salam..~~